journey of hell express

As tears start rolling down my face,
yet life moves on with a subtle pace,
as reality becomes more of an enigma by the day,
and memories haunt me even more everyday,
as life stops, stumbles and yet moves on,
and might makes way for another dawn,
I realize it's always been you girl,
who made my life shine like a pearl


With every passing day life becomes more strange,
you seem so close, so within my range,
yet you move away, a punishment for every time I sinned,
my journey becomes more like that of a candle in the wind,
today my journey through hell becomes even more acceptable,
I wish my mind and heart could for once be stable.
The pain doesn't subside, nor do the fears let go
and life becomes tougher as every friend turns foe


Today everything seems so right, yet so wrong,
as I sit, to try, to pen down this song,
Pain seems good as inferno seems better,
As fear, pain, memories seem to clutter,
Yet everyday I try to make a fresh start,
as pain pierces my heart like a dart,
I try to get up and face the world everyday,
and yet my life seems to be made up of clay